SHINIGAMI
III ! И ! Н А М !
feels like im walking with shinigami behind my back.
i can feel his cold fingers across my neck, creepin down my spine.
i try to run as fast as i can,
recklessly, i try to reach the horizon.
and suddenly i fall down on the ground.
the rope is tightened.
there is a spiky collar around my neck.
i look back, there is shinigami, pretending being my own shadow, grining.
i am his toy, and my life is a funny game he plays.
i look at the sky.
i understand,
as long as the sun and moon are shining,
i will remain a prisoner of my shadow,
and there is nothing that can take me beyond the horizon.
i wonder,
if i am the only one trapped in his hands.
or is it a matter of everybodys life?
i dont know.
all i do is keep trying,
believing that i am an exception,
that horizon is by my side,
it will swallow both the sun and the moon,
and that very one day i will reach my goal.
so i keep running and falling,
with my knees bleeding,
i still keep running,
day and night, through the pain, teeth clenched,
i keep running,
with a shadowy shinigami behind my back.
III ! Z 0 Ф Я 3 И ! Я
III ! Z 0 Ф Я 3 И ! Я
lunar eclipse impulses
your life support machine
you made me up
to please your body and torture your soul
you´ve given me a name, a breath, a sight, a heartbeat
youre my reality, im your illusion.
i exist as long as you keep thinking about me
i will fade away as fast as you leave.
i wont let you go.
i will haunt you, i am your phantom.
i am behind you, n front of you, above you and beneath you.
i am inside you.
i stare at you from the river reflection
i penetrate you every night.
your black hair became white
your bleu eyes became red
your pale skin became transparent
you look just like me.
you hear my whisper.
you shut your eyes wide open.
and see my silhouette
they call you sick.
the sweat is dripping down
the brittle bones are shaking
beautiful veins are swelling
little, misanthropic boy,
let me love you under high pressure
till they hospitalize you.
suck your medicine, choke on your pills,
i will come again anyway.
remember ,my sweet darling,
as long as i am your shadow,
i will never let you go.
